In the latest issue of Emmy Magazine, Paula Abdul looks behind and she looks ahead.
Asked about Michael Jackson, for instance, the singer/dancer/reality show judge says: “I miss Michael so much. I still can’t believe he’s gone, and I still find myself speaking of him as if he’s alive.”
Abdul also finds herself at the center of what Fox hopes will be its next ratings-dominating phenomenon. What is Paula’s take on The X Factor?

And what is her take on the way she left American Idol?
“I felt like my time on the show ran its course. I was very grateful for the good times, and I was a good student through the tough times. But I felt like the dynamics of the show changed when they brought Kara in.”
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